school is reopening soon .. in fact in two days' time .. `pouts
once school starts , intensive revision will be starting ..
i will run out of oxygen soon .. e'ryday will be facing work .. work .. work .. and more WORK !
my face will have a very clear word on it ... STRESS !
hurhur .. -____-
GOD bless me =/
browsing frnds' blogs and thinking something random ..
thinking that one may feel inferior among a crowd ..
so in order to fit in .. we always tend to follow the crowd .. peer pressure maybe ..
regardless of knowing that it is right or wrong .. we just follow blindly .. thinking that maybe
it will help us to feel more comfortable with the people we hang around ..
but actually .. i think it's sort of dumb .. hurhur ..
however .. when it's smth that you want it badly .. well .. cant blame ? `shrugs
it's contradicting actually ... humans' thinking is complex at times ... =/
a close frnd became a hi-bye frnd .. how ___ it's that .. [ i dont knw how to describe the feelin ]
no matter how much i yearn to be back what we were in the past 2 yrs ..
the feeling of distance and gap is always be there .. like a wall btwn two rooms ..
it just wont fit .. like a small-size girl wearing a L-size bottom or top ...
maybe that short friendship is just that short and swt .. a passer-by maybe ? =/
a person,who seems to be able to click well with almost everyone, has not much close friends actually .. do you believe ?
you seen her smile and the ability of socialism but have you ever seen her lonely side ?
yes .. you may casually ask her why she's alone and quiet .. and you might just get an answer
" erm .. nothing lar .. 'cos doin smth else mah "
so you thought nothing muchh ...
well .. you will never know ..
a girl who seems to have loads of friends ..
but sometimes .. she's alone unknowningly ..
she's left alone with other people but not so close ones ..
she feels very odd and weirdd .. but anyone ever knows ?
she doubts .. .. ..
maybe those who are far away from youu ... those whom you catch up with once a while ..
those who are not in ur clique .. those who are actually near you without knowing ..
those might be the close and true friends ...
you will never know .. .. ..